thats right...all the tea

Im tired,
which means this will either
be short...
or long and ramble-y

the day was full of interesting
characters...
and a desperate attempt to
find clothes that would make
me look "summery"
(not as easy as you might think)

Dean drove in from Calgary today.
Which was lovely...
and exactly what I needed.
I have alot of people here
whose company I enjoy...
and who think that Im neat.
But really, I miss my friends
my real friends...

Its been months since I've seen
him (he was in Sicily)
and it was wonderful...
just to sit, and talk to him
about G-d, about girls,
(he left his in Sicily)
about the difference between
"loving" someone...
and "being in love" with them.
(Im "in love" with you...apparently)

When hours had passed we sat and looked
through all the photos he had taken.
It was lovely to think as a looked
through his pictures of florence
(which were quite good, even by my standards)
that you could be there right now.
what a beautiful place...
and Im sure the photos capture only a fraction of it.
I'll never like not being with you faith,
but I suppose that if it must be so...
its better that it be in such a heavenly place.

I think that I will go back to Calgary with him
this Monday...I have too many people to speak with...
too many people to see, to be there for only one day.

Dean is trying to get me to come to Japan with him...
(he's there for 1 year starting this september with JET)
you should probably get him to stop ;)

I have to get up early today...
Im touring through my Uncle's building.
so I should jet to bed.

but I have to say that
I hardly missed you at all today...
there was simply no room...
I was much too excited about seeing you
to think of anything else.