end of act 1

my night went a little differently
than I thought it would...
a bunch of large men and their
friends showed up at my house
informing me that
"I should get my damn bathing suit on"

one of the larger ones wandered up to me
smiling, and whispered in my ear...
"I've been drinking"

I probably could have guessed.


Music in the Park
Square dancing with strangers etc.
The night and the company was good...
But I have to say that the best
part of it was the end...
knowing that another day had passed...
that it was now only 13 days until
I see you.

over the next few weeks Im going
to make a desperate attempt to
finish some kind of writing type thing...
Im starting to get e-mails asking me
what the hell Ive been doing with my summer.
anyway, no promises...
but you know you'll be the first (maybe 2nd)
person that gets to read...anything
I might just have to come to terms with
things being just "alright".
I can always try for "good" later.

alright. I need bed.
I love you.
I wish I could explain
all that I meant by that.


[Kat walks into the room...pokes me on the forehead]


"DIDI-MAO!"
"DIDI-MAO!", she yells.

[I give her a puzzled look]

"What part of DIDI-MAO! did you not understand!"

what a weird family I have.