post script

I did talk to Christa tonight...
which was wonderful, if abit odd.

when I started to apologize for not having spoken
to her for so long and she stopped me:

"jae", she said,
"when 2 people have a connection...
they don't need contact to be apart of one anothers lives"

she explained this enough that it made sense to me...
it made me feel better about these next 7 weeks.

the rain has stopped now...
Im going to go for a walk in the puddles.