I feel like, getting it right.

its 1.35 my time...
I tried to go to bed,
but didnt quite make it.

I cant seem to work out how this
story should go...its all there I think
Im just having trouble making it
seem uncontrived...
I have been working on it though...
thats something.

did you tell everyone that Im no longer a bad boyfriend;)
feel free to use the words..."best ever"

Ive talked abit about the different kinds of missings...
most of the time its a general missingness...I miss you.
sometimes, its specific: I miss your laugh...or the way you smell...
or that cute intake of breath you do when your nervous...or the
way you look when your about to kiss me.
right now...I miss hugging you...alot.

song of the night is clearly "freedom" by nizlopi
its on that CD...somewhere towards the end.
their whole disc reminds me of you.

night swimming anyone?