I have another confession to make

oh, I hate that I couldnt say anything
to you about sleeping under a bridge
without being a horrible hypocrite...

the difference being that Im bulletproof...
and your not.

I had a strange...semi creepy day...
It just made me wish you were here

Why is it that passport pictures never look good?
(except yours...of course)
I went twice, and now have to decide between crooked
glasses--and evil-looking.

Semi-randomly Im going to ask how you would
feel about us getting PADI certified...
(sometime within the year)
so we can go diving and stuff
(my mom has been harassing me to do it for years)
I think I told you that there is a talk of my family
reunioning in Belize next summer...
even if that falls through...they'd love to have us visit
(I went to visit your aunt...its only fair!)
with your permission, I may stop in on your family the July 1st
weekend...Im not sure how strange that would be...
but it seems like getting to know them...
could help me get to know you...

oh I miss you babe, I hope Munich is brilliant.
tomorrow it would have been 50 days
now...its only 26.
thats still too long...


I love you faith, with all my heart
I hope you never doubt it.