save the future

well,

I just received an e-mail from you.
You are well. Things are Great.
Thank G-d.

At the end there was a line that caught
my attention...

"I thought you were going to write me everyday you jerk"

then...

"just kidding"

now...what I don't know is whether or not you were saying
this sarcastically...knowing full well that I have written you
what some would consider a creepy amount (I think 5 times one day).
or have actually not seen any of this...
(which means I still have time to erase the embarrassing stuff...)
It would have been so odd to have you come home after 3 months
and say "I thought you were going to write me"....
and then have me say "I did write you...I wrote you creepy amounts"

then I would show you this, and you would laugh
and kiss me...
yup, its going to be great.
except...I dont want you to think that I could go 3 months
without writing you...
I havent been able to go 12 hours.
(and I've been trying...really)

so...its Kassel with a "k"
glad thats settled.

Babe, I miss you too...
I spent the majority of the day missing you.
This isnt so creepy, Im just getting all my missing you
over with for the month.
It makes sense don't you think?
I think we should both agree to miss eachother
on the sameday. First Thursday of every month?

ok, a haiku and then I should sleep.

could you imagine;
that I wouldnt write you babe,
when I miss you so?

I'll take lots of pictures at the farm
alright. really. bed. should. go.

good night. good morning.
its all relative I guess.
whatever it is...I pray that it will be wonderful.