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alright, finally Im going to write about
what I wanted to write about this morning.

you.

thanks for sending me your mothers e-mail faith--
I was (still am...but less) incredibly worried about
what your family would think of me.
I'm glad that gullibility is hereditary.

crazy about me hey?
you are foolish faith,
but Im so thankful for it...

ah, just come home soon...
(slightly less than 3 months is relatively soon...I guess)

Ill admit that alot of my recent
"what should I do with my life"
quandring (not a word...but it should be)
is because of you.
You instill me faith, with the desire to be
better than I am...
or at least, to be as good as Im able.

I appreciate that you would be happy with me
being a garbage collector (did you mean lawyer?)
but I wouldn't be happy...
I can't, and won't be able to shake the feeling
that you deserve more (maybe its a man thing)

your inspiring. deal with it.

I just received an e-mail from Nadine.
Im not sure if you remember her,
she was my first real girlfriend.
I havent talked to her in a long time,
she lives in Regina though, with her
husband and baby boy Kai.

I can't believe she has a baby.
(he kindof looks like me...just kidding)
I still can't believe shes married...
its a marker for how much time has passed
in my own life...how much has changed...
to me she's still that little girl.

We're not kids anymore hey faith?
(well...we're not supposed to be...Im always abit behind)
I'm so glad to dating you, it makes me entirely less
frightened of getting older.

Have the great day Faith.

I start work tomorrow
(though not until 1 thank G-d)
it should be...interesting...
Ill let you know.