bed soon...sleep later

I spoke to Craig W. tonight.
He told me he broke up with his girlfriend...
then he wanted to talk about it.

I used to love giving people advice on...anything
Now...Im hesitant.
Shes leaving to Europe for 2 months (sound familiar)
and had apparently not been investing much in the relationship...

I think he's just scared...or getting hurt.

I told him the same thing I've been telling myself.

Let me tell you one of the reasons its odd being home...
my sister informs me the other night that she might not
believe in G-d, and there is nothing obvious I can do about it.

Im not always comfortable with it, but I am fairly used to some of the
people around me caring about what I have to say about such things--
even if they might not agree

Im their brother though, which means even if they don't believe Im
an idiot...they have to pretend they do.

its my fault I guess...
it is entirely possible to argue too well...
how can you argue against apathy?
how can you make points when the other person claims not to care?
we'll see how I do at being subtle and understanding...

it makes me not want to take philosophy anymore...
I find its not very useful in talking to people.
(your dad certainly thinks its unuseful;)

anyway, I was planning on writing tonight...
but instead I just thought about all of this and watched
the simpsons.

sleep needs me.