fabric of the cosmos

Oh lazy morning
short afternoon
Oh Wanton Night
...
it must be June.


My GrandMother loves Dr. Phil.
I--do not.
But he said one thing that struck me
as wise today.
Too bad I can't remember what It was.

Have you and I had an argument
since we started dating?
I can't remember.
Is that because we haven't had one?
I hope so.

Im interesting in how
our first one
will go.
Id like to say if that we'll
never have one.
But thats probably not true.
How well will we deal with It wonder?
I think well.
Better than the people on Dr. Phil Im sure.

The future is abyss.
Germany is the birthplace of
modern nihilism...
Excepting Albert Camus...
I think all of my top 5 most
depressing philosophers resided
in...or near...the fatherland.
Its almost like there's something about
speaking german that makes people
think life is awful ;)

I wish I could have
talked to you today...
Im not even sure what Id say.
Maybe something about the chili
Im making, or the story
I cant seem to finish.

I miss kissing you.