Foolishness

I've done some silly things in my time,
things that I've regretted...
I've made some foolish choices,
some of them recently...
I should really wait until I talk to you again...
but I just have to say it now.
I feel bad, it's only been a few days since you've been gone...but.

tonight, I took several of the finest pork chops you have ever seen...
butterflied them, and lined them with thin sliced pink lady apples that had
been smothered in butter.

this is madness...I know...but it gets worse.
I then marinated them in (Im embarrassed to say this)
maple syrup, and slow roasted each abomination carefully on the BBQ.

I'm sorry. It won't happen again.

You should still be sleeping now. Hopefully.

Seriously, the meal we made tonight was one of the best
I have ever had a part in. It shall be talked about for years.
Perhaps you didnt know this, but your boyfriend is not only
handsome and occasionally witty...but a fairly competent amateur chef.

Thats right...on top of everything else...he likes to cook.

Everything just sort of came together tonight, well enough infact that
I shall be added the above recipe to the not-quite-fabled "menu"

The story behind the menu was single, it was a collection of extraordinary
dishes that I could prepare whenever needed. When I met a girl of interest
I could (after several dates) hand her a copy of this menu, all done up with
binding and such...and ask her what her pleasure was.

Of course...I never actually did this...really...

Izyah came over for most of the day today, which was good...
It kept me from just laying around thinking about how far away you were.

He is a good fellow.

Have a wonderful day Faith.