all you have to do.

well, faith
I didnt get to talk to you for as
long as I wanted to.
(around 83 hours)
so Im going to write to you for awhile.

Rachets watching "Eternal Sunshine"
the handsome is taking off for college this
fall--to Nova Scotia.
I think they have decided to call it off...
that the distance would just be too much.
I understand, but can't relate.

+

Chelsey got ahold of me tonight,
apparently she has eating a sandwich
that reminded her of me.
(I didnt ask what kind...I thought I might be insulted)
She is terribly interesting (but horribly unattractive...really)
and ours has to be one of the stranges friendships I have.
We used to hang out alot, but at some point we just decided
that we weren't going to see one another anymore.
We still talked alot...just didnt hang out, and it was nice...
I called her "my floating head friend", its nice to have someone
thats interested in your life but has no real attachment to you.
anyway, it looks like we might get together this next weekend
she has braces now, and doesnt want me to see them
but I want to make sure shes alright.

I was talking to my Gma this morning about you...again.
You make my feel like Im experiencing emotion that is new
under the sun.
That no man has ever missed a girl as much as I miss you.
Thats probably not true though...
When my Gma was my age lots
of boys were off in Germany...missing the people they'd left behind.
It turns out that my she wrote letters to a boy she knew...
It makes me feel abit silly.

I had several things that I wanted to mention tonight
not important things...just things.
I cant even remember most of them.

This movie now reminds me of you.
2 people in a relationship, break it off, and try
to forget eachother...but can't...


I think that I might call you again sometime...
it wasnt so bad...
not so bad at all...

and I loved talking to you.
I like to sit and imagine all the things
we're going to do together when you get back.

sometimes its just images, us sitting on a blanket
in the park...laughing about something.

I hope your test went well, and your dialogue was finished.

thanks for being unforgettable

I work tomorrow...and then Im jetting out.
But Ill write you again soon.

song o' the night
is Joshua Radin's Closer.
quite, sad, but hopeful.
nice strings.

until soon.